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Tue, 26 Jun 2018 19:12:24 -0400

this will always be one of my fave thinspos

Tue, 26 Jun 2018 16:24:22 -0400

this will always be one of my fave thinspos

wolfpaws-on-smoke:Not mine

Tue, 26 Jun 2018 13:36:21 -0400

wolfpaws-on-smoke:

Not mine

runninglikeabunny: Bodycheck 15. June 🌿 Hit 55,5 kgs/ 122,3 lbs...

Tue, 26 Jun 2018 10:48:19 -0400

runninglikeabunny:

Bodycheck 15. June 🌿

Hit 55,5 kgs/ 122,3 lbs today and I am feeling quite proud. My last binge was 2 weeks ago! I am finally seeing some progress 😈
(has anyone an idea why the quality of these gifs are so hecking bad? The video is normal and I create these gifs with the tumblr app)

dainty-trance-princess: depressingthoughtssss: lxveyourbones: 00-xxs: My worst fear is someone...

Mon, 25 Jun 2018 21:19:40 -0400

dainty-trance-princess:

depressingthoughtssss:

lxveyourbones:

00-xxs:

My worst fear is someone seeing this and thinking “wow, I should develop an eating disorder.” Please don’t use this blog as an example of how to lose weight. This isn’t heathy or safe at all.

CAN. NOT. EMPHASISE. THIS. ENOUGH 👏👏👏

✨please don’t look up to this blog✨

I’m literally killing myself. This isn’t pretty this is awful pls

Bikini (Thinspo)

Mon, 25 Jun 2018 20:30:41 -0400

You close the door behind you softly, cradling an array of different swimsuits. Spring is almost over and you feel ready for summer but slightly anxious.

This will be the first summer you’re skinny. All through winter and fall you worked hard to lose weight. And finally, only a few days ago, you’ve reached your goal weight. You feel light and breezy, but you’re so scared for what people will think.

You know you have the body to wear a bikini, but are you ready?

Sliding off your size zero jeans and your extra small shirt, you look at your thin legs and tiny thighs. You flat tummy is delicate and you run your hand over it, feeling your ribs and when you take a deep breathe, you see them. You’re beautiful, you know that.

Your eyes skim over the many styles and you quickly try on one after another. But none of them are good enough to showcase you’re greatest masterpiece.

Then finally, you get to it. The only bikini you dared to try on. It’s white and pure and when you tug it on, it fits perfectly.

Everything in you cheers when you finally look in the mirror.

The thigh gap you prayed for makes you look like a model. Your skinny waist makes you smile because you don’t even have to suck in to look like a mannequin. And your thin, toned arms fall down your sides, you bend your elbow placing your hand on your hip and wow. You look amazing. Your gorgeous collarbones poke out over the top of the bikini like signs you’ve made it.

“You okay?” You’re best friend asks and you open the door shyly. She gasps, “You look hot as fuck!”

And you can’t help but laugh, knowing she’s right.

“Maybe I should start working out.” Her words are playful but you see the envy in her eyes. Because, you’re not just the skinny friend like you wanted; you’re also the pretty one.

You’re definitely buying this bikini, you think happily.

skeletal-butterfly98:• Current Favourites •

Mon, 25 Jun 2018 19:12:32 -0400

skeletal-butterfly98:

• Current Favourites •

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Mon, 25 Jun 2018 16:24:28 -0400

fatxanorexicxdisaster: Laughing so hard rn😂 *Credit to owner...

Mon, 25 Jun 2018 13:36:28 -0400

fatxanorexicxdisaster:

Laughing so hard rn😂

*Credit to owner - don’t remember where I found it - dm if you want it deleted*

acCuRAte ?

hungryforhipbones:YO! I’m hella hyped to lose this weight and I hope you are too! Keep going skinny...

Mon, 25 Jun 2018 10:48:27 -0400

hungryforhipbones:

YO! I’m hella hyped to lose this weight and I hope you are too! Keep going skinny bitches!

why did this motivate me so much ?? lmao

life-of-a-overweight-bulimic: Skinny Girl: skips dinner.Everyone: OMG are you ok, please eat...

Sun, 24 Jun 2018 19:12:31 -0400

life-of-a-overweight-bulimic:

Skinny Girl: skips dinner.
Everyone: OMG are you ok, please eat something. We are worried.
Overweight girl with an eating disorder: skips dinner.
Everyone: OMG great job. Keep up the good work!!!!!!!

Honestly tho

we-are-skinny: Imagine what your body will look like 3 months from now if you stay strong

Sun, 24 Jun 2018 16:24:29 -0400

we-are-skinny:

Imagine what your body will look like 3 months from now if you stay strong

stopeatingbitch: No, you dont get it. Im not doing this bc I want my boyfriend to like me more; Im...

Sun, 24 Jun 2018 13:36:28 -0400

stopeatingbitch:

No, you dont get it. Im not doing this bc I want my boyfriend to like me more; Im not doing this to be popular or to fit in a certain social group; Im not doing this to upset you. You dont get it, I didnt chose to be like this, I didnt chose to be sick; Im doing it bc I need to be skinny, I need to be tiny and cute; and Im doing it for me, because you called me fat since I was a kid; you bullied me bc of my weight and laughed at me when I said I waanted to lose weight; you made me hate myself and maybe when I reach my goal I’ll be able to like me again, Im doing this for me. You dont get it.

delightfullytinyme: Tuesday thinspo 🌹

Sun, 24 Jun 2018 10:48:24 -0400

delightfullytinyme:

Tuesday thinspo 🌹

Her (lgbt+ thinspo)

Sat, 23 Jun 2018 19:14:23 -0400

You’re girlfriend pulls you onto her lap, kissing your neck gently she whispers a soft, “I love you” as she runs her hand up and down your thigh.

There’s no worries about being too heavy, because everyone knows you’re underweight.

As you lean against her, you watch the movie with tired eyes. The sun set hours ago and it’s another day you ate under five hundred calories. You’re proud because you’re lovely and small. You’re girlfriend loves showing you off because you’re beautiful.

Tomorrow you’re going on a picnic and you have a pretty sundress you can’t wait for her to see you in. You know she’ll call you a princess and make you feel like one.

Carefully, you’re girlfriend sits you up before standing. She wraps one arm under your little thighs and the other around your back, you can feel her hand on your spine. She silently carries you to your bedroom, laying you on the bed.

And not a single “I’m too fat” crosses your mind. You let her and you enjoy feeling her warmth against you, because you’re always cold nowadays.

She climbs into bed, pulling you into her chest. And as you fall asleep she runs her hand through your hair and the other along your ribs. Making you feel safe and comfy and loved.

In that moment you feel perfect.

Because you’re skinny, dainty, delicate and you’re girlfriend treats you like you’re the only one who matters.

You deserve it, of course, because you took control and lost weight.

fleur-aesthetic: karolina_pingielska

Sat, 23 Jun 2018 19:12:21 -0400

fleur-aesthetic:

karolina_pingielska

Just three pounds (TW!)

Sat, 23 Jun 2018 18:48:43 -0400

livingoncigsandcoffee:

Yeah, you could loose some weight. Like, just three pounds, so you would fit nicely those jeans. I mean, you’re not obese. Not even overweight. You look fine. But you’d feel a lot better if you’d have fitter body. One size down sounds really good!

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So, healthy diet, right? What should you eat? Maybe cut those sweets, oh, and eat more veggies! Instead of this chocolate chip cookie snack on apple, that sounds great. Of course you’ll treat yourself from time to time, like, on weekends. You have sweet tooth and your heart breaks when you think about living without those goodies. You can buy some olive oil too, it’s healthy!

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Oh my, after short time you’re feeling great! You have so much more energy, who’d know that changing your diet just a little would do so much good? Maybe you’re not seeing much change on your body, but it takes time, right? You’ll stick to diet and wait patiently.

But maybe you can speed up this process? I mean, sweets are great, but do you really need them? Fruits are enough. And this one trip on monday to MacDonalds with friends was a little bit too much? Next time you’ll stick to salad. Sure, treating yourself is important, but it’s just. Greasy. Unhealthy. And you are healthy.

Right?

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Calories. Right, you’re eating goodie foodie, but maybe because you’re not counting them your weightloss is so slow? Actually, how many cals you should eat? You never thought about that. Just, google it.

Okay, 1800-1900 calories daily is enough to loose weight. You can stick with that, it’s still a good amount. And you can eat more veggies, they are low in cals and healthy, so you’ll not even see that your intake is smaller!

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You should definitely work out! It’s great for you, you’ll stay positive and energized and, oh well, you’ll burn those calories! It’s actually really funny that when you started counting them, you’re actually looking at what you’re eating.

Half an hour of workout three times a week sounds good. You have more time in weekends, so then you can even go with an hour. That’s a plan!

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Oh. Wow. You actually lost five pounds. That’s… wow. That’s more that you wanted. You can be proud of yourself!

But you can still pinch fat on your stomach. It’s disgusting.

… Three more pounds can do more change. You’ll still be in good BMI, and you’ll look even greater! Let’s go for it!

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Hell yeah, you’re one size down! And you’re looking a lot fitter because of trainings. You’re jogging on weekends, and go to the gym on wednesday. You’re thinking about challenging yourself and making it all week deal. But maybe it’s too much? You could hurt yourself if you overwork…

No it isn’t.

Maybe so. So, jogging on weekends, and gym from monday to friday. It’ll be fun.

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You’re thinking that maybe 1800 cals is a little too much? You hadn’t seen change in your body for long. Decreasing intake sounds like a plan. But is it? You’re thinking, like, 1500 calories. It sounds kinda… small?

1800 it a lot. It must be lower. Even 1300.

… 1300. You can work with that.

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You’re feeling kinda exhausted. You’re another size smaller. Maybe it’s enough? Increase your calories intake and stay in this weight. You starts to look really skinny.

Three pounds more.

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Lunches are so stupid. You don’t need lunch. Eat breakfast and then dinner with family. Then you can decrease calories under 1000.

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You can see your ribs sticking out.

You can’t wrap your hands around your thighs. Your thighs are fucking disgusting. And your big hips, and floppy arms. Do something with it.

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Your family is trying to make you fat again. They look worried but they’re not. Who would worry about you, really? You’re just a piece of fat shit, everyone hates you.

But. With my help they will love you. You will look fine. You’ll love yourself. Everyone will envy you.

600 calories is highest you can go. You can do it. You must do it.

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Of course you binged. Really? Do you have any self control? You ugly dumbass, you can’t do anything right.

We need to fix that.

You must fast tomorrow.

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Your hair is falling out. Your skin is grey and dry. You have awful circles under your eyes. You’re doing some research and see that you need vitamins.

Buy some in pills. They’ll do. You don’t deserve food.

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You are considered underweight now. Your family and friends are distressed. You have lost counsciousness a few times. You don’t have energy for anything, and everything you can think about is food. You need help.

Three more pounds.

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They want you to see a doctor. Fuck them. You’re not sick. Or you are. Obesity is illness after all. And you can see how much fat is on your body, can you? Keep your shit togheter. You need to calm them down. Eat dinners with them. But not really eat, you fat pig! Spit everything in handkerchief, hide it in your sleeves and then throw it out. Keep. Your. Shit.

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You are terrified.

You are fat.

Your body is shutting down.

Those disgusting thighs.

You’re dying.

Three more pounds.

You don’t want to die.

You don’t want to be a whale.

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You’re in the hospital. You can’t remember what happened. They said you passed out while running. Doctors are saying that you need to eat or you’ll die.

You don’t know what to do.

This is such a mess. It wasn’t suppose to be like that. It started so good. You just wanted to feel better. Now you hate yourself more than you’ve ever had.

You are sick. You can help yourself. You have a choice. In this case, there’s only two options.

You either recover

or die.

I wanted to write something like this for a long time. I felt self concious because i’m still working for a better english level. But now, when i have some more people following me, i feel responsible and if it can change something, help someone, even one person, it’s worth it. Eating disorders are not a lifestyle. Nor a diet. They’re extremely dangerous and destroying your entire life. And on the end you have only two choices. It’s not skinny or fat. It’s life or death. Please, please, please seek help. It’s never too early, but if you’ll stick with it for too long, it can be too late.

i-dont-know-ana: Me, barely eating, not sleeping properly, spending all day on the internet: *feels...

Sat, 23 Jun 2018 16:24:20 -0400

i-dont-know-ana:

Me, barely eating, not sleeping properly, spending all day on the internet: *feels like actual shit*
Me: it’s the Diet Coke, isn’t it?

smallestdisappearingdoll: 🌻🍌🌻

Sat, 23 Jun 2018 13:36:19 -0400

smallestdisappearingdoll:

🌻🍌🌻

palepinkpetite: 🍑

Sat, 23 Jun 2018 10:48:19 -0400

palepinkpetite:

🍑